A real life past life regression story

All the work done together is held confidential, unless permission is given to me in writing by the client.   A woman came into my office seeking a past life regression.

She reported her husband was an alcoholic and his behaviors had become intolerable. She felt powerless in trying to end her relationship with him.  She said, an overwhelming sense of obligation to help him prevented her from moving on. 

She admitted although her relationship never felt secure she felt he was somehow her protector. These confusing contradictions made her seek as past life regression.   After 25 years of marriage she is seeking some understanding.   

In order to protect this couples privacy I’ll call the woman Nell and her husband Henry..

Nell felt she had a huge responsibility to Henry.  This responsibility  went beyond the marriage vows, ad from what she reported neither one of them seemed at all happy with the other.   I journeyed to the spirit world and asked my spirit guides to show me if Nell and Henry were ever together before in another life.  The spirits said, “yes,” and this is what they showed me.

I saw Henry standing in a hallway.  The hallway was built of large stones.  I realized he was in a castle. He  leaned on a stone wall as he stared out a window into a beautiful countryside.  There were people working in the fields along side tiny house’s made of  mud and hay with thatch roofs.  The houses were scattered about a rolling hill side.  The time was early morning with the sun was low in the sky.  The people looked peaceful and happy as they pitched hay onto the wagons.

In my journey’s I often feel peoples feelings.   I felt that Henry felt  pulled between the two worlds he lived in.  I felt a confused yearning from him as though he didn’t know where he belonged.

Next to Henry in this hallway was a large wooden door.  I asked my spirit guides to show me what was beyond the door.  We entered a castle bedroom.  In the room was a lavish bed with white quilts and lace.  In the bed lay a beautiful red headed young woman.  I turned to  Henry and asked “who is she”  Henry replied “She is my princess. I love her with all of my heart.”  Then I asked, “Is she your wife?” Henry answered, “Of course not! She is a princess.  I am here only to guard her.”   Besides he added “The princess and I could never be together.”   Henry continued, although he had a deep love for his princess  he felt that she was very spoiled.  She slept in late and stayed up all hours of the night with her friends.  They were either writing poetry or partying.

Her social life was filled with educated people.  Henry said  ”it was all quite frivolous.”  This stuff had nothing to do with the practical living that he was use to.”   None of it was very useful.”   Although he admitted he had learned a lot by being around her.

I asked him about his life.   He reported that he was married to an ordinary country woman.  He enjoyed drinking with his male friends at the local tavern.  He reported, he had enjoyed working for the King.    He was able to be close to his princess and felt proud that he could protect her.  His position at the Castle allowed him a fairly easy life free from the hardships of farming that his brothers and friends had to endure.

I returned from the journey to report my findings to Nell. 

Nell reported the following:   Apparently the bedroom in the Castle was very similar to the bedroom she now sleeps in.   But the most striking thing  was that her husband in this life refers to her as “His Princess!”  In this life, Henry loved doubting on Nell.   He often cooked for her and loved waiting on her.  Nell said, “He always made me feel like a princess!”

Nell realized other past life connections to Henry.

In this life,  Nell and Henry’s financial incomes could have provided them with a very good life. Unfortunately, because of the money, Henry spent on drinking her income was the only one they could really count on.   In this life,  Nell came from a family of eleven children and she grew up in a very large house.  Her mother was born into a wealthy family, but still her father worked very hard to support their family. They lived a fairly modest life style where traditions were very important.

Meanwhile, Henry grew up in tiny house in a lower income family.  It was quite dysfunctional with alcohol issues.  His family lacked structure and tradition like Nell’s.  Henry felt these differences in one another's upbringing and often accused Nell of thinking she was too good for him: “ High and Mighty.”  He also felt no matter how hard he’d tried he could never please her.

Nell said that although she never viewed herself as high and mighty, nor did she feel she was any better then him, she did continually try to encourage Henry to change his perspective on education and culture.   However Henry believed even in this life education and culture  were frivolous.   Although he felt this way he did support Nell during her collage years.  However, he later resented her for her education and  for her “being smart.” 

In contract, Nell’s felt that even though she was the one who went to college Henry was actually much smarter then she.

Similar to their past life, Henry learned from Nell’s education as she shared her knowledge with him. She reports that he just never wanted to cultivate his education like she did.  However to this day they both enjoy reading and exchanging some of the same books.  Just like in their previous life, Henry has friends that he drinks with at the local bar.  While Nell and her friends prefer attending local poetry readings.

As you can see, this couple has recreated many of the same dynamics in this life as they shared in the last.  The guiding spirits reported that Henry and Nell were together again to work out Karma they had created.

* Note: The Karma doesn’t have to have been created with the same person. The Karma simply had to be worked out. They simply chose one another as one another’s “vehicle”.  One of the biggest reasons they chose to reincarnate together is because they both shared a deep love for one another’s essential selves. The love they shared helped them stay together so that they could each show one another the lessons that needed to be learned.  The spirits said that Nell tried to “help” Henry to see the finer aspects of living.  She shared her love for the finer things in life and her poetry and education.  Nell believes that she can more easily grow with in herself if she gathers all the information that she can to improve and evolve.  Henry just wanted a simple uncomplicated life. Free of education or monetary things.   Another big lesson that was being offered to them was for them to learn to except one another’s differences and other peoples differences as well.  A non-judgmental attitude toward people was to be learned.

The spirits often remind us that none of us is any better then anyone else… regardless of our separate interests, or how much money or education we have. They teach that we are here to reach the deepest level of Love that we can with-in ourselves.  This example reminds me just how our programming can affect us. And what an impact it all has on the way we perceive our world and our reality.

Because of this reading both Nell and Henry were able to put the pain they’ve both suffered into better perspective.  Both Henry and Nell still share a deep love for one another but are no longer together as a couple.  Nell admits that she has learned a lot about herself in this relationship with Henry.  She  has only gratitude for having known him. They have remained friends and supporters to the adult children they’ve brought into this incarnation.

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A Real Life Journey done with Kelly Lindsay and her Spirits, Guides and Teachers.

I was given permission to share this Journey with you by a client with who’s name has been changed to Tom.  This journey was done in January 1997.

A 47-year-old man named  "Tom" called me in a panic.   He made it clear to me that this was his last resort!   Because after all “he didn’t believe in what I did, but he was desperate!” Not a problem I replied, and asked him what was going on in his life.

He blurted out “I’m going to commit suicide if you don’t help me right now!”  I asked him to tell me what was happening?  He said “I don’t know! Everything in my life is falling apart!”

My wife left me a few months ago, then my dog died, I’ve dated some women but I can’t seem to get involved or committed to anything.  Now I have all these muscle aches and pains and the Doctors don’t know what is wrong.  I’ve lost weight and my life has been about struggle for years!  And today just because I didn’t feel like going to work I quit my job. 

I asked him what he did for a living?

He was a college professor at a well known College University.  He’d worked there for 10 years.  He also has participated in running marathons for years . He never placed in a big race but did place in smaller ones.    This was a very successful man, yet he was not able to see it.

Rather then spend time on educating Tom on Soul Retrieval during what felt like an emergency, I suggested he give me permission to ask my spirit helpers for assistance.  Tom agreed and so I asked my spirit guides to help me bring Tom what he needed. 

And this is what they showed me.

I asked my spirit teachers to give me any information that was available that would help Tom find his inner peace and to show me where he’d gone off his path to wholeness.   First, I saw  (Tom) as a little boy about 5 years old.   His hair was blond and he was swimming among several older kids. The water was very choppy and the other kids were jumping off a large rock into the water near him. There was a lot of waves and splashing.   Tom appeared to be overwhelmed by the waves and splashing and began sinking down in the water. 

I looked at my spirit guide and stated “he is drowning” and my guide replied “he can’t keep his head above water.”  

Tom sank deeper into the water.   It looked as though he was about to drown when along came a teen-aged girl lying on a surfboard.   She looked down into the water and saw Tom's blond hair.   She was very calm as she reached down and grabbed at Tom’s hair to pull him up to the surface.   She then dragged him to shore, and pumped the water from his small body.

Then she sat with him for about a half-hour. They talked a little bit and finally when little Tom felt strong enough he walked down the beach to report what happened to his parents.  “Mommy, Mommy, I drowned, I drowned” little Tom yelled to his mother.  His mother looked at him and said “well you look fine to me” and went on talking with Tom’s father from her beach chair.  “No Mommy, I really drowned and that girl saved me.” Tom yelled as he pointed down the beach to the girl.   By now to Tom’s surprise the girl was gone.  Finally, after a few minutes of this Toms mother got very annoyed by his insistence on his drowning and snapped angrily, “quit making up stories. You’re obviously fine now so go and play!”

Tom knew he had just survived a traumatic experience yet there was nobody there to validate his experience.   He felt all alone and lost.   His mother didn’t have any idea how close she came to losing her son that day.

Note:   When we have an invalidated traumatic experience (especially during our formative years) we experience what is called “Soul Loss” Soul Loss is a term used to describe a fragmented part of our selves. A piece of our soul slips away from us. It goes to a safe place. That part of ourselves can’t handle what has happened so that part escapes. In Psychology it is called disassociation.

Little Tommy stopped talking, picked up his shovel and pale, sat down near his mother and father on the beach and built himself a sandcastle.  He never wanted to go into the water again.

I turned to my spirit teachers and asked “Is this where Tom has been all these years?”

They showed me the blond little boy happily playing in the sand on the beach building one sandcastle after another and replied “YES”.  My spirit teacher and I approached the little Tom and introduced ourselves as friends of his from the future!  (Remember in the spirit world there is no sense of judgment or time.)  I knelt down next to little Tom and explained to him that time has past and that he is now a grown man who has had a lot of experiences.   But one thing has been missing from his life for a long time. Then the little Tom asked “what is missing?”  I replied, “it is you who has been missing from big Tom’s life.   He miss’s the little boy things that he used to do.   He especially misses swimming, laughing and having fun!” Then little Tom replied “ Are you sure I’m all grown up?”

I answered “yes I am sure, and if you want to come with us I will show you.”  He said “I will only go with you if you tell big Tom to take me swimming and to watch over me in the water.”   I assured him that big Tom would happily do that for him.

So then with the help of my spirit teachers we returned little Tom’s energy to his adult self, big Tom.

After I returned to this reality, I explained to Tom what my spirit guides had shown me in the journey and that his little Tom needs to be brought back into the water only with his feet on the bottom until he feels safe enough to go deeper.    Big Tom cried for the first time in years and commented that everything that my guides had shown me was a true actual experience in his life when he was five years old.  His seven older brothers were supposed to be watching him on the day of his drowning. Those were the other kids that I saw jumping into the water from the rock.  To this day Tom doesn’t have any idea who the girl was who had saved him. Plus he admitted that he never liked the water after that experience.

But what really struck Tom more then anything else were the words spoken by my spirit guide, “HE CAN’T HOLD HIS HEAD ABOVE WATER!” Tom admitted that although he can’t remember when he started saying these words but through out his whole life Tom has said to him self “ I JUST CAN’T HOLD MY HEAD ABOVE WATER”
 

Tom appeared to be a very successful man. Yet he admitted that he had never felt like one.  This Journey helped Tom to understand that he’s been programming himself all these years to believe that he could never FEEL successful.   He told himself over and over again that he could never keep his head above the water.   He was all ways drowning.  This attitude created a defeated pattern that he created for him self time and time again.   Even with all of his seemingly successful attempts, he continued to sabotage himself in one way or another.

Four months later Tom called me again.  I asked him if he was OK and he replied; “Thank-you.  I have my life back.  I got my job back and everything else is going very well to.”   As we talked he reported  with the energy of his young self returned he felt happier, more energetic and safe to express his feelings in words again.  He felt successful and strong in his body and he recovered from all the muscle pain he had.  He said “I feel whole for the first time in a very long time.  And guess what? I love the water!”

This is the nature of Soul Retrieval.   Once all of our lost parts are returned to us our natural whole selves can begin to live life from our natural whole state again.   Soul Retrieval can’t take away the trauma but it can heal the trauma so that we can continue living a full life once again.

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Dear Kelly,

I just want to thank you for your  work and advice for you help with my daughter. This has been extremely hard, but with your help and experience it's made me feel better.  I also just wanted to say how thank-full I am to know you and how much I appreciate all the help you've given to me and my family for  these last couple of yeas.

They have been extremely difficult and would have been worse with out your advice.   I am so grateful, Thank you. I feel blessed to receive your gifts of knowledge that so many people don't have the luxury of receiving.

Much Love ,Shannon.

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Hi Kelly,

I want to thank you again for what I would consider to be the most empowering weekend of my life.   Over the past year or two it has been very difficult for me to focus.   I had a hard time juggling work and kids. As a result I felt incompetent and afraid to tackle new things.

I felt scattered and lost. However I refused to give up. I have tried specific diets, supplements, listening to tapes of positive affirmations, reading books on spirituality, more sleep, less sleep by getting up earlier and going to bed later so that I would have more time, and finally I tried hypnosis. NOTHING WAS WORKING!

For the first time in a long while I feel more focused and organized.   More importantly I feel joy and a greater sense of worth.   You have done for me in one weekend what I have been trying to accomplish on my own for the past couple of years.

I was not looking for a quick fix.   I want it to last. I want to continue to learn more and grow spiritually.

I would appreciate any suggestions that you may have for me. I have become your biggest fan, and I hope to organize a group of people so you could come to the Boston area.

Thanks again, Tracy

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Dearest Kelly,

A letter doesn't begin to thank you for your presents in our lives.   Thank you for everything  you have done for me and my family.   You are a very special person, I think an angel!

You have been there for me so many times and have truly shown me what life and love is all about.   I hope you know that we all thank God that you are in our lives and will continue to be.

 Special thanks for helping us with our son Hunter who because of you is now a happy very special boy.

 We Love you tons!!

 XXXOOO Mari

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Thank you Kelly for bringing all this into my life. I feel as though I can never to go back to the frustrated person I was before I came to know you. Thanks so much for the Soul Retrieval.

Much Love,

April

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Dear Kelly,

You told me to call you in a few weeks to let you know how I'm doing since you did the power animal retrieval on me.   I don't know how you did this to me but my life has changed.

I know longer look at things the way I use to.  It seems there is a gentle shifting in the background of my self. Its like it's is going on all day long every day. It's hard to describe.   My life will forever be changed for the better. It's like magic or something.  I will recommend you to all of my friends.

Best,

Jim

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Dear Kelly,

Thanks so much for everything that you have done for me. My life is soon much better. It's weird how even though all the same dramas are going on all around me I don't feel effected by them any more. It's like I'm just watching it all happen and I'm not getting up set by it all.

 I feel grounded and in my center.

 Before your workshop and soul retrieval I didn't really know what those words really meant because I never had the experience.

 I only knew about it all form my head.

I've realized that no matter how many books I read about spirituality and no matter how much information I gather with out this direct experience it has just all been in my head.   But now it's in my body, true knowledge is a kind of inner knowing rather then an intellectual knowing.  Anyway lots of deeper understanding has been flooding in since I saw you last and I am so happy that you were able to "see" the real me even when I couldn't.

Good luck to you,

Adele

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                                                   Many Blessings, Kelly Lindsay

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